I'm leaving you for the last time baby,You think you're loving but you don't love me

I'm just doing this for you, Tiffany. I would really rather not relive the memories...

I went to the Hotel of Terror last night with Sam, Micheal, Tiffany, Scottie, Leah, Melissa and Duane. It was quite fun! But Sam told the clowns that the blonde in the next group (that be me) hates clowns. Naturally, they bombarded me and got in my face and called me Blondie. I totally freaked! I started crying and had trouble breathing and I think I remember yelling obscenities! Poor Micheal was in front of me and I tried to throw him between me and the clowns, but it didnt work too well. And Tiff had my hand or my hoodie, and was just telling me to close my eyes, but I could still hear their creepy freaking voices! And they kept yelling "Come back and play with us Blondie!" It still creeps me the hell out! But, I went down the huge slide, which was quite fun, and when we got back to the street, one of the clowns came out on the fire escape and started calling to me again! I just yelled at him to leave me alone, but when he started crawling down the ladder I yelled out "Dude, do you not see this?!" and pointed at my face, whichwas very very tear streaked. He thankfully left me alone after that! It was fun, but I'm not sure if I would do it again!

I also got to talk to Micheal for a while, and judging by what he was saying, he didn't mean a single word about changing for me. Which, really, I didnt care if he changed or not. I liked him for him. He's crazy fun and exactly what I needed. Now, I'm just disappointed. I sent him a text saying I was leaving and he said "Awe" and I texted back "Why awe?" and he said "Because I wanted to see you" So I called him and said i was still in Nixa, and he goes on about how his electricity is screwing up or something so he has to get that figured out today. But, he'll come to Branson to see me soon. I pretty much took that like a big "Fuck you." I'm not even sure if I even want to be his friend.

Anyways, I'm gonna go clean my room and listen to some Death Cab For Cutie!!!

You Know You Love Me!
Kelsi